"Feeling nako karon(Nov.22,2010)"

I really can't breath , my heart don't want to pump, my nerves and my body are not functioning well, why is this so? What's happening to me? I feel right sadness that causes by the malfunctioning of one of my parts. It's not that physical but emotional malfunctioning. They said that "friends are part of us", so maybe this is the reason why i am suffering this one.
Lately, before our science class started me and my classmates were talking. I didn't notice that one of my friend Nova talked to me about something. and after our class, my classmate Apol told me that Nova is insulted for what i have done when she was talked to me. I didn't listen and i just get my phone and when she turn back, Ada, my classmate laughed with meaning(murag panganchaw???) it was based on Apol.Upon hearing, I starts feeling like this, feeling of malfunction,rejection and self-disappointed. I want to cry...I t causes me pain.. I don't know. I respect Nova as one of my great friend and i am afraid our friendship will be broken.I don't know how to approach her and if she still listen to me.I just want her to know that ....

she "NOVA" will always be my FRIEND..

"my guitar"

this is my friend...

the birds eye-view of my guitar...This is my guitar..
If i feel alone i just strum the strings and start "hmmmm"
and my tears start falling down...

just an imagination

Ang mga drawing na nabuo mula sa mga imahenasyon. if you will look this picture its just simple but If you will go deeper the short pants has a gadget of a development communication practitioner while the t-shirt has an equipments of a HRM. Well, imagination brought us to something that is unique and interpretation will depend on us creative thinking.Another, itoy hango sa imortal... cHar2x lang... nice kasi ng kwento..hehehe
this one is intitled, " VAMBO" it's because its a combination of vampire and taong lobo.. Char2x lang jud oh..hehehee

"earl-nova production"

This photo montage was our combine creation of Nova Thirdy Agravante. We came up with this idea because of the trends of some of the students which was 'Cheating" that we want to stop. Cheating is DISHONESTY. Remember:If we cheat, we cheat our selves.
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I am Walking ...

I was mistaken for all i expected to happen.

I was on my way facing all the happy moments with my somebody. Decided to be near and to hold on on the feelings i have felt. I gave up my everything just for that somebody. Though it i was hard to start a new life. I just nap and closed my eyes and when i opened I'm facing a world that was poles apart or lets just say different. Everyday you encountering will abruptly transform. From an old boarding house to a new boarding house and from other school to another. I left my Religious Organization whom i had got a strength and my Peer Counselor Family who had developed my talents when i was there and when i faced my old life. Now,they're all gone.

Look at me? I raised a question on my mind, am i happy with this life? Near from my somebody but far the place who molded me better? Maybe, i was mistaken or either i just afraid to accept the reality where i exist.

THIS IS THE TIME, I'm walking right now on my own road. I do hope that i can finish walking until the end of this road of mine.

"laging handa"

Scouting is sooner or later be celebrated through out the Philippines.

When we walked with my classmates in my photography class we met a young boy wearing his boy scout uniform. It made me remember my elementary years and also my high school life. "laging handa" laging handa sa mga utos pati sa mga guro at sa mga hamon ng buhay bilang studyante. We surpassed all the trails that they had given. Actually, all of the scouting activities molded me as who i am. In our elementary and high school scouting activities, we met lot of friends and in my young age i learned to be independent in my parents. Now, in my college life i always try to maintain that attitude "Laging handa" and hopely i can.

counseling a friend in times of need

this book entitled " counseling friend in trimes of need " is so true...

why do we need to counsel our friends?? because somehow we are accountable to them.

Someday, we also need counseling ... and it's just a vice versa...

ngano kaya gyud no??? usahay... makapamalandog gyud ko niana kay pati pod ako dile gabuhat. Mura man gud og lain nga magcounsel ta if we also need to counseled... ehhh... kagubot..., samot na karon, gakabatyag gyud kog kamingaw og kaluya pero unsaon pod nako nga akoang mga friends unta needed me... hahay... sige lang manga yo lang tag advice kay God... we must read bible lang gyud ata og prayers... sige2x kana nalang akong buhaton...