Tuesday, March 8, 2011

BSU Meeting the Abanse(What a.............)

BSU Meeting de Avanci


Bukidnon State University conducted its meeting de avanci at BSU-Gymnasium yesterday
(Mach 8,2011).

After the both party finish campaigning their parties, there was an open forum happened so that students can raise their questions and complaints.

There was one who asked what they can do, one party said they will raised the voice of the students and will be heard as they bring it. Then, another party said that there is no the problem to the administration but the problem is with us BSU students because first of all the administration is already exist and so we must follow the laws. Another was about the computer fee (200 pesos) per students but they cannot even used it because the computer equipments cannot accommodate all students then both parties came up with an idea that they will raise that problem by following the correct procedure. Next, was a guy , how can they assure that the money we are paying will be safe? One and the second party said that they already started their programs because they did their part as they serve being SSC Senator. The student commissioner who was holding the mike threw it(idiomatic expression) the microphone to the students so that their questions will be heard but nobody get it. My seat mates who was my co- division shouted and pin pointed me. I feel so nervous but i still stand because there was things that bothered me and i wanted it to be solved. I walked from the top stairs of the gym down to Mr. commissioner and i hold the mike.(Wooo) i raised my two questions and as i could remember it goes like this "There was one of the running candidate stated with his speech "There was no mistake with the system, we don't need to change the system but we need to change the people." What does it mean? with that statement it means that we just follow the administration and and the people who are there is the problem? (i really don't mean anything wit that want i just want him to said what his point) and then another one is it okay that the present president will endorse running candidate? i just asking because we all know that a president has a big impact with the students mura man gud og lain. Pero what jud diay ang buot eh imply ani?

I was no idea about my question,i stand because i want to be clarified and i want that everything will be fair. That moment, I feel so cold, my knee is trembling, my ears become red and my hands is like anytime i will be fainted. In behalf of the BSU students I was the only one who voice out that question. My first question was answered with the one who stated those lines. Ok fine, it was okay that he clarifies but there was in his statement that i really do not agree with this was those lines "Officers is not the one who will motivate students but the students who will motivate the officers" After hearing that statement i bat in, "Do you mean, us the students who will motivate the officers? mao gani mag elect ta kay aron kamo ang magdala sa tinog sa tanang BSU students how come nga kami na nuon ang magmotivate sa inyo?." He answered that one that it does not what he mean. Fine again.
Oh no, the present president went near to me and nadugangan na nuon akong kakulba. She asked me , murag ako man dapat mutubag sa imong ikaduha nga pangutana? oo pwede gyapon i said. And Ms. President defend his right of expression which she has a right to recommend who was the one because she knows he deserves it to win. As i remember she was in here statement that "Wala ko gapalakas of usa ka kandidato pero gapahumot ko sa kandidato nga kabalo ko nga humot na daan". I was okay with her answer that everyone of us has a freedom and she just exercising her freedom. I don't expected that there were in other person from other group that will give his views that it was really bias. It was added with another one.

(Huhuhu- i feel that i am freezing because I was the one who raised those ideas. I don't mean anything by the time threw those questions and I don't expect that it will go with a serious matter. I never thought.... )

Open forum is one of the process of evaluating the audience if they are truly there acting as an audience. Yes, i just a human who has the sense of sight, hearing and i have mind to think and for me i am an audience. I saw and heard those things and i think its not mistake if i will ask if it is okay because i feel its not.


Until now, i am in the state of depression because of my question........................
I am afraid what are those men thinking of me...................
Are they take it seriously?............
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.............................
I don't know what to do.......................
Help me God

Monday, February 28, 2011

Ang wawalang oras

Nasubukan niyo nabang nawawalan ng anu-anu?? ng pera, ng gamit, ng pagkain at ng minamahal? ako oo! di lang a tao kung di ng kahit anu pati oras nawawala ng parang bula. Hindi ko nga alam asan napupunta ang oras ko baka nga tutumatakbo at nagpapakalayo. Bakit ba ganyan? I dont know y?..

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

Letrang ¨T¨

Sino ang iyong inspirasyon???

Eh kung ako ang tatnungin para safety sasabihin ko nalang si God tsaka si papa pati ang alalala ng yumao kung mama but wait... Except sa kanila sino pa???
Wala sa kanilA? opss... wait !!!si someone ko pwede na bah?? Hindi eh... sure naman kasi inspiration mo siya kasi siya ang ahilan naman kung bakit andito ka.

Well, sige na nga... As a Dev.Com student sa Bukidnon State University. Mahirap kasi sa konteng bilang namin, mga 6 o 7 lang naman, napakarami pading mga requirements na e cocomply.
That is the life of the students naman eh.
Sige na nga.. Sa araw araw na nakakaharap mo yung mga klasmyt mo di mo pa kaya sila mapapnsin?? e sa sinabi ko na maliit lang ang bilang namin.

Eto ang mga kasama ko, isa-isahin natin.e bibida natin sila ngayon.Nabibilang namn talaga sila sa mga inspiasyon ko.. wee di nga?? hehehe.... sure!!!!
ang mga T sa Dev.com.


Si tingkalingkingking o Cheny?

Well, napakabusy niyang tao, minsan nakausap ko siya at tinanong bakit ang busy niya, Sabi niya, "Ayoko na walang ginagawa, sa bawat oras na wala akong magawa, i feel so unproductive" See? What can you say?? Di ba sa sinabi palang niya busy na talaga buhay niya. Nakakainganyo talagang magsipag na e babalance mo lahat.. nangdahil sa hehe

talaga tong si cheny oo productive citizen..hehehe



Si Tuvalu
o Apol

Panagalan palang social na. April Alice Angelie ang tunay na name niya, di ko nga ma complecompleto yung name niya kasi sa kahabahaba ba naman eh hirap na tsaka nakakabulol. Pero kahit na ganito talagang kaibigan ko siya, nakakaiyak nga minsan pag naguusap kami kasi she is always willing to hear my problem.Ang batang eto ang gusto niya pink,pink na headband, na blouse, na sapatos at kung ano-ano pah. Well, Its her life naman eh. Pero you know what di ko e enexpect na magiging close friend kami kasi nuon inaaway niya ako. Hehe, Ang lambing talaga ng batang eto, nagpapasama sa banyo eh ayokong bumalik balikbalik doon noh. Ngayon, in love na siya sa taong bagay na bagay talaga sila. Titigan niyo tong litrato niya...

¨tinakda at si tuvalu¨


See??? beautiful ano? For sure!hehe. nakakmingaw yung mga lambing niya. hehe.. nakakainspire well what are friend are for.

si Tinakda o ?Nova

I used to call her Novs, yan?? She is my very good friend that really inspire me. Siya yung kaibigan na kung saan nakikinig at nag bibigay ng mga bagay bagay na nakakainspire talaga. Talagang siya yung kaibigan na dinidiscribe ng mga book, ng diksyunaryo o ng mga tao saang panig ng mundo. Nova Thirdy, nakikita ko talaga na lahat ginagampanan niya; as friend, as Vice Gov. ,classmate, good student, mabuting anak at nagkecare ng mga younger sister. Pero know what pagkinakapoy na yan si Nova? Talagang mahirap siyang kausapin. Wooo... Noong mga panahon na dumating sa ganyan, i really miss her so much.
Pagnagkakasama kami talagang ang unang nakikita nila ay pakigkumpara ng katawan namin. I know mataba ako... mataba,, ehh... tama na yang taba! ewan ko ba bakit payat siya. so inshort mataba talaga ako?? hmmm..Si Nova?.Sa kanya ako minsan nakakakita ng magagandang idea.. grave na friend.


Nova the great friend of mine.

Nova???most outstanding personality na studyante!

Last but not the least..


Ma'am T ¨Tusngag¨ ..
o ma´am Tina

Guro namin siya, She really inspire me din. Makikita mo talaga yung future mo real world)na katulad sa kanya.. Busy, busy na talaga pero balance niya eh, she also mingle with us(her students) nababahala din siya sa amin, nahahalata niya minsan na may mga poblama kami lang ba at she is there nag aask if okay lang ba kami? Ma'am Tina, yung guro na kaibigan na kaibigan na guro, Guro siya pero she care about us even mga personal life. at Kaibigan siya pero pagnagbubungat siya ng mga advices you can see on her the professionalism. Nakakaencourage talaga!! wee...


Si Ma'am talaga oh... we salute you ma'am:)

nakaw litrato.

smile sata

SEE.. YAN ANG MGA T.

Sa inyo ?who are those persons na di mo pansin na inspirasyon mo din sila?? Bigyan mo din sila ng halaga.. Kasi sakin?? bida sila!!!

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

¨i´m sorry¨

i know that i commit mistake,
i know that i am mistaken,
in every word i uttered,
i know it hurt you.

...

it hurt me too,
seeing your fading smile,
your teary eye
and
vanishing care.

...

I am sorry
from the bottom of my heart
having this pain
no medicine can cure me
only your forgiveness.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Kay lamig ng hangin sa balat ko´y dumadampi
Sa fourth floor CCEIT building dito pari´y nanatili
Sapagkat sa Bhaus di gustong umuwi
Oi,mga kaibigan ko´y dumating
Weee.. si tuvalu tsaka si tingkag na may mga magagandang ngiti


Oh, mga kaibigan nagsisimulang namumukadkad.
Silang dalawa ay mga inlove
anong nangyari?
What makes the world go round?
Bakit ganito nalang lage.


Nag iisa at walang kasama
Pero kahit na
Ganito lang talaga
ang kapalaraan
nang munting dalaga??

(wee....)

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

hektek..hektekan ..

Tilulo palang ng blog ko di na maintindihan paano nalang ang laman ng blog???
¨
Wag mangamba!Kaya ko to basta andiyan ang Panginoon natin¨ Ito ang nasa isip ko ngayon. Tumatakbo palage gustong gwin ang lahat subalit di alam ang gagawin, ang uunahin, ang bigyan ng halaga. Lahat naman mahalaga kasi eh. Ewan ko ba, basta gusto ko ngayon magawa ko ang lahat para sa darating na friday afternoon, wala na akong popoblemahin.. Sige lang ganyan lang ata ang ating buhay.

Gusto kong pumunta sa aking kaibigan at magdadalamhati at aakay sa kanya sa kadahilanang pumanaw na ang kanyang ama. Bat kasi dito sa mundong ibabaw may dapat lumisang mahal natin. I remember, when my mom past away she was there.She tap my back and hold my hands saying ¨naa rako sf.¨ Ngayon ako naman sana.. hmmmnmm

Thursday, February 10, 2011

if i could be a star nalang sana..

(February 6,2011)
Dear Mr. Blog,

Buti pa sau may maaming nagsusulat, marami ang nagsasab ng katutuhanan na wwalang ibang nakakaalam. Naiingit ako..ewan ko ba kung bakit ganito ang nararamdaman ko. Dapat sana maging maligaya kasi di na ako ngayon nag iisa. Dumating na ang taong hinihinray ko .. subalit nong nalaman ko na hindi siya naging totoo kahapon.Na ang kasama niya ay ang taon sutor niya. Nasaktan ako ng tudo.. Eto pa, di ko inexpect na mababasa ko ang text niya matapos silang magkasama kahapon, na.... completo ang valentines dahil nagkasama na sila at enjoy siya kasi nagkasama sila... pLUS, she texted pa na sana magkasama pa sila. I really want to cry too loud. Nanuod ako na movie na Like Star in the Earth, hayon may maraming eksina ang nakakaiyak kaya sabay nang sakit na nararamdaman. I cried also.. ang sakit ng puso ko. I thought happy siya na uuwi pero yun happy siya kasi tapos na ang lahat.. i want to cry,,.. grave yung preparation ko tapos eto ako nasasaktan ako,,, hayyyyyy...... so hurt....


if I coul be star nalang sana...hmmmm