one decision...

Emano decided to join CEGP

by: herself

A young lady, Earl May Emano decided to join CEGP. At first she thought it was wrong to join that kind of organization because in her mind CEGP is anti govt they cant help people but she was mistaken.

One day, Earl talked to her father that somebody recruits her to attend CEGP but she didn't accept the invitation. Her father scolded her, nganong wala ka nag apil ana nga aron ma exercise unta nimo imong pagkaournalist, walay pulos ang ninyong gakaton-an if wala mo kahibalo sa mga panghitabo and wala my gakabuhat ana and she told her father ngek!!! kahadlok ra mag apil nag anti man na sa government. Her father added nganong mahadlok man ka nga kana man jud nang trabaho sa media kutio-on ang dili maayo, unsaon nalang pagprogreso sa atong nasod ana if wlay maglihok. The young lady said, unsaon nalang nato pagprogreso if sige lang tan awon nato ang mali sa gobyerno??? His dad continue, mao gani ang media gihatagan og rights of epression,unsa diay na imong trabaho??? and her sister added, ayaw nagmakig away ana niya (earl) oi kay diri lang baya n xa sa bukid di man siya magsulat2x daah.....

That moment Earl analyzed the words of her father , how can she apply everything that she studied if she will be just in a silent.it's time to used what she have learned inside the school. By that time, she realized that her father was right, how can we have a change and development if we just fasten in our sit. It was her duty, development Communication is her course and so she must have that perspective to write for the good of people. She is thinking that she... is the catalyst for change. This would be happened by the use of writing. So, Emano decided to join CEGP.

Pigsapaan 2010

PIGSAPAAN 2010 was held at Malaybalay City last December 2010.4-5,

"Feeling nako karon(Nov.22,2010)"

I really can't breath , my heart don't want to pump, my nerves and my body are not functioning well, why is this so? What's happening to me? I feel right sadness that causes by the malfunctioning of one of my parts. It's not that physical but emotional malfunctioning. They said that "friends are part of us", so maybe this is the reason why i am suffering this one.
Lately, before our science class started me and my classmates were talking. I didn't notice that one of my friend Nova talked to me about something. and after our class, my classmate Apol told me that Nova is insulted for what i have done when she was talked to me. I didn't listen and i just get my phone and when she turn back, Ada, my classmate laughed with meaning(murag panganchaw???) it was based on Apol.Upon hearing, I starts feeling like this, feeling of malfunction,rejection and self-disappointed. I want to cry...I t causes me pain.. I don't know. I respect Nova as one of my great friend and i am afraid our friendship will be broken.I don't know how to approach her and if she still listen to me.I just want her to know that ....

she "NOVA" will always be my FRIEND..

"my guitar"

this is my friend...

the birds eye-view of my guitar...This is my guitar..
If i feel alone i just strum the strings and start "hmmmm"
and my tears start falling down...

just an imagination

Ang mga drawing na nabuo mula sa mga imahenasyon. if you will look this picture its just simple but If you will go deeper the short pants has a gadget of a development communication practitioner while the t-shirt has an equipments of a HRM. Well, imagination brought us to something that is unique and interpretation will depend on us creative thinking.Another, itoy hango sa imortal... cHar2x lang... nice kasi ng kwento..hehehe
this one is intitled, " VAMBO" it's because its a combination of vampire and taong lobo.. Char2x lang jud oh..hehehee

"earl-nova production"

This photo montage was our combine creation of Nova Thirdy Agravante. We came up with this idea because of the trends of some of the students which was 'Cheating" that we want to stop. Cheating is DISHONESTY. Remember:If we cheat, we cheat our selves.
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I am Walking ...

I was mistaken for all i expected to happen.

I was on my way facing all the happy moments with my somebody. Decided to be near and to hold on on the feelings i have felt. I gave up my everything just for that somebody. Though it i was hard to start a new life. I just nap and closed my eyes and when i opened I'm facing a world that was poles apart or lets just say different. Everyday you encountering will abruptly transform. From an old boarding house to a new boarding house and from other school to another. I left my Religious Organization whom i had got a strength and my Peer Counselor Family who had developed my talents when i was there and when i faced my old life. Now,they're all gone.

Look at me? I raised a question on my mind, am i happy with this life? Near from my somebody but far the place who molded me better? Maybe, i was mistaken or either i just afraid to accept the reality where i exist.

THIS IS THE TIME, I'm walking right now on my own road. I do hope that i can finish walking until the end of this road of mine.

"laging handa"

Scouting is sooner or later be celebrated through out the Philippines.

When we walked with my classmates in my photography class we met a young boy wearing his boy scout uniform. It made me remember my elementary years and also my high school life. "laging handa" laging handa sa mga utos pati sa mga guro at sa mga hamon ng buhay bilang studyante. We surpassed all the trails that they had given. Actually, all of the scouting activities molded me as who i am. In our elementary and high school scouting activities, we met lot of friends and in my young age i learned to be independent in my parents. Now, in my college life i always try to maintain that attitude "Laging handa" and hopely i can.

counseling a friend in times of need

this book entitled " counseling friend in trimes of need " is so true...

why do we need to counsel our friends?? because somehow we are accountable to them.

Someday, we also need counseling ... and it's just a vice versa...

ngano kaya gyud no??? usahay... makapamalandog gyud ko niana kay pati pod ako dile gabuhat. Mura man gud og lain nga magcounsel ta if we also need to counseled... ehhh... kagubot..., samot na karon, gakabatyag gyud kog kamingaw og kaluya pero unsaon pod nako nga akoang mga friends unta needed me... hahay... sige lang manga yo lang tag advice kay God... we must read bible lang gyud ata og prayers... sige2x kana nalang akong buhaton...

God Answer Prayers..

Dear God,
You are so graceful and merciful. you are so kind to us even we are so hard headed.
We even forget sometimes to pray but if we remember you, You never ever forget us. Lord, you always hears our prayers and my prayers as well.Sometimes we thought that you didn't listen and you just ignore us but all us is incorrect. You have a right timing for all. How can i thanks for all the favor you've given to me. I love you God. Thank you for giving and using an instrument for all this things happened... my papa, my relatives and my friends.. .. . I love you God my savior and my great provider..

love,
Earl

i really long to have this...

hooo....i long to have this...i want to have this someday maybe after i finish my studies....i really pray for it..

we all know that today's generation use and depend on it even i in my studies.

i am a development communication student and almost of our projects and assignment must be encoded, we edit videos and create a film and we do it on a computer and on our broadcasting subject we also independent on computers because on writing scripts we encode it and on recording and editing radio plugs, radio drama and documentary we do it on computers...

the problem is i haven't owned a kind of gadget like this. so, i work all of this at internet cafes and paid for the hours i consumed....i hope that someday and somehow i have my own...... i really pray for it.

space in betwen us by building 429

spaces in between us bring us together again...
.i really love this music. its really a true for me...
the chorus state like this:
all i wanna is fall into
the emptiness that this is
space in between us
to break this division
all i wanna do is fall
into the emptiness that this is
space in between us
erase and bring us together again.

that i can relate on it... listen to this music and you will

also appreciate this song... by God's grace comeback to him.
work on it.... dont lose hope... let God break the division between you and Him..

always earl ...

lonely day

i really feel so alone right now,different from previous. I don't know what is this. i want to cry too loud ... i wanna shout as i could. Exaggerated maybe for others but this is really true. why should i lie? my heart tell it. my mind thinks it... my body act it.. so lonely... so tiring..

this is me

i love collecting things..the letters that was given to me, the cars i played, the stone from the placed i had reached and something that have a memories or sentimental value for me.
This me and no one like me becuase every individual are unique. I am Earl , Mr. Webster dictionary defined my name as a brave and a courage. well,i am certified collector. That was testified by me.. hehehe
if ever i have my own video cam i will let you see te things i had collected that are displayed in my room. Well this is me , i am exactly what am i to be now ... i am just
real. Though some of my collections were not that interested enough ... i love doing this.. just accept the reality that this is me..

my first dev't music video,march2010

This video was my first developmental music video made.I was the director,the camera man,script writer and the editor. Even though its not that good enough to be appreciated but i really treasure this one. It made me as a whole development communication student. My group mates left me in this project they accepted to received 5.0 but me? Ofcourse , it made me disappointed and also discourage but in the end i decided to finished it with my own expenses and hard work. this music video "ako ang simula"was a collection of video clips and photos to made as a music video...I ended an output like this though it was hard but memorable one.
The music video encourage Filipino to vote wisely and never accept fpr a payment.. because...
"Iilang Pera, ilang taong Pagdurusa"

vacation bible school

The Kalilangan Church of God World Mission conducted a daily vacation bible school for children for five days. There were visitors came from Davao City who taught the little children a good characters just like Jesus.
They tackled different good morals everyday and at Friday afternoon they had a graduation or closing ceremony, all children was given a certificates for accomplishing the five days session.
The children who were deserving received an awards for the excellence and also for those who had good attitude they showed to their teachers.
I really appreciated their song that goes... "He made the heaven, the earth and the see and eveything in them encluding me" with their actions. You really saw the happy moments in the little children of God.

Well, our church was located next to our church and so evrything that was happened in the VBS i had witnessed i. We want to extend our congratulation the children as well as the teachers who have the patience, understanding and fashion to teach imparting their knowledge to the next generation a good values.

ate jo...

I have a friend, her name is Bladelyn Sayson I used to call her ate jo.., the great ate in the world.. she smile even she don't know you. She talks to you and share something that can bless you and by that moment you will realize that she covered a big part of your life.. unbelievable but true...


I met her at Church of God World Mission's church at Valencia City.
We meet again at Central Mindanao University (CMU) when i was still a student there. She introduce a Religious organization called
PSALM - Philippine Student Alliance Lay Movement. I encountered a lot of students which ate JO also touched their live. Ia'm happy because i know her. She believes in my talents and abilities and i feel so warm by our Lord God presence when i with her. Ate JO had transferred at Bukidnon State University (BSU) and again when i also entered by this university she's the one who became my ate2x.
Ate Jo now at Olongapo City. She is now speaking tagalog. ..I 'm thinking if she's now change but probably not.


I missed her so much...

my ATE JO is the best person i meet in my college life.