Monday, September 27, 2010

I am Walking ...

I was mistaken for all i expected to happen.
I was on my way facing all the happy moments with my somebody. Decided to be near and to hold on on the feelings i have felt. I gave up my everything just for that somebody. Though it i was hard to start a new life. I just nap and closed my eyes and when i opened I'm facing a world that was poles apart or lets just say different. Everyday you encountering will abruptly transform. From an old boarding house to a new boarding house and from other school to another. I left my Religious Organization whom i had got a strength and my Peer Counselor Family who had developed my talents when i was there and when i faced my old life. Now,they're all gone.
Look at me? I raised a question on my mind, am i happy with this life? Near from my somebody but far the place who molded me better? Maybe, i was mistaken or either i just afraid to accept the reality where i exist.
THIS IS THE TIME, I'm walking right now on my own road. I do hope that i can finish walking until the end of this road of mine.